He Who Travels Alone

He who travels alone,
So lost, so weary
In the journey of his life,
He has lost everything

Tread through the desert of life
Wade through the ocean of dysphoria
Flew through the skies of euphoria
Sought refuge in his own mind

The deserts are taking its toll on him,
The oceans are getting violent
The skies have gone dark
He who travels alone

Some Things

In life you just do. I believe in that saying. 

I do things in my life without question. Whenever there's something in my life, I end up just doing it. Given the situation, I seem to automatically do absurd things. While I'm writing this, I'm listening to Closer 2 Closure - Let Love Bleed Red. It's the band that later became Sleeping With Sirens. Honestly, this post will be filled with a lot of my thoughts. This post will be filled with impeccably depressing words. Why?

I can't understand what's happening in my life. I thought 2013 would be my year. I THOUGHT. I guess I was wrong. I want to understand my life further. Everything will be all right? How I wish. How I wish. As I'm writing this now, I'm looking at the clock and it's 5:26 PM. I still question my existence here in this salted world. Thoughts like, "Just lay me down." or "I just want to run away from all of this." slowly enfold my infinitesimal mind. I don't even know what the root of this pessimism is. I just can't figure myself out. Minsan, parang gusto ko na lang maglakbay at alamin kung san ba nangagaling tong mga iniisip ko. One minute I'm happy, the next minute I'm intensively depressed. I wish I could understand my life. 

I wish.