Sunday, July 7, 2013

College

I find it kind of hard to imagine that it's already been a month since I entered college. I feel the same, with the exception of having female classmates of course. The stress, the work, the boredom I experience in class. I feel like it's all been multiplied by a comparatively higher degree. My life in college so far? Think about a rock, placed in a vestibule of water. I'm trying to be that rock, immune to the waves of society. Lol. What am I even saying? I wore a barong on the first day, part of the staff of the OVPIA, an actor in Harlequin. What are my other achievements so far? I can't quite grasp anything worth bragging about my life. I still feel that my life has very little to no reason at all to live. It is quite anarchic in a complicated way.

That's me during La Salle's Animo Legacy.
Nothing much has changed since I got to college. I still feel my freedom, though I feel the stress. Love? It's still indefinite as it was before. I could never get someone to like me. I guess, it's what makes me, me. I'll just have to live college as a regular student, trying to be able to leave a mark for the future generations.