My parents
We all came from two people, our parents. I believe that they are the root of everything. They are the reason why I'm currently studying in La Salle, the reason I am currently living this life now. I owe these two a huge portion of my life, and I cannot help but be thankful for everything that they have done. My father has inspired me to become extremely better in terms of everything. To describe my father shortly, he is a selfless man that wants to help everyone he can in his power. He's a seafarer by choice, and a loyal husband to my mother. He's also the one who taught me that love is something that you cannot stop, that love is something that will bind you to become a better person. I really idolize my father in everything, because he's a respected kind guy that will really do things that will lift up your spirits. Now, my mother is quite the opposite to how my father is. My mother is a strict person, however, because of her I grew as a disciplined individual. She's the one who handles the finances here in our home, and I'm impressed at how she's able to act as a father-mother figure here in our home because my father is always absent. To describe my mother shortly, she's the type of person that will really fight people if she knows she's right. She's able to go through boundaries, laws even if it meant proving herself right. She inspires me to study well because I know, that it's because of her that I became like this. I became this thick-faced person that society knows.
The next one is someone that's probably quite unexpected. Again, don't judge. You're reading this blog because you wanted to, it's not something that you should be questioning anyway. There's this thing called respect, and I believe that you should have it. Anyway, here goes.
Alyssa
In my previous entries, I made mention of a girl that really made me who I am now. She's really quite the girl I might add. She's the reason I smile bright smiles, the reason I try to be strong, the reason why I am who I am right now. Back in High School, I wasn't as active as I am today. But when I met her, I guess you could say, she changed me. When you meet someone that changes your life, your perception with regards to a lot of things suddenly change. The moment I met this girl, I knew in that moment, I was going to do everything for her. Why? Back in High School, I made a promise to myself that there would be a girl that I would do everything for regardless of what happens. As time and fate may have it, it became her. To share something about her, we both ran in the freshmen elections back in first term. However, there was a time when I stopped campaigning for myself and started campaigning for her. Back then, I didn't know what I was doing exactly. However, it gradually sank inside me as I realized I was doing it for her. For me, her happiness is what inspires me to do everything better. I mean, yeah. I really like Alyssa, to the point that it's caused me to become far greater, more improved than who I was before. Sometimes though, I'm having a hard time with expressing my feelings. I don't know, I worry that someday there might come a time when she'll stray from me. But, I keep in mind this small little detail.
"If the end says no, then it does not matter for as long as she is happy, I am too."
Truly and honestly, that's the only thing that matters to me. I promised her that I would never leave, and I promised her that her happiness means a lot to me. I said those things, and so I shall do everything for it. Because there's no other girl that has made me feel this way, that has inspired me to become better in everything in my life. You don't do good things and expect to receive something in return, you do things for the sake of doing them. And I may sound redundant, but again : Her happiness is all that matters to me.